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Because I can't sleep.... [July the 30th, 2008 - 5:11 AM] I just found out that the guy that acted as Shawn (the hot kid that was sleeping with his girlfriend and her mom) in the infamous Ken Park lives in Austin. I want to meet him. I guess it's not that big a deal but that movie wrecked me when i was in high school. Anyway, he's a musician now which is not surprising since almost everyone is here. ( Just to be nice..nsfw )

In honor of Snuggle Season... [November the 26th, 2007 - 10:13 PM] real definition of snugglebunny: one who loves the snugglelumps and loves snuggling with him. They live in snuggleopolis where all the snuggies gather, on the planet snuggiopiter in the snuggie way. Great snuggieness resides.

I NEED CHACHO'S [October the 5th, 2007 - 1:31 PM] Me: OMG, I witnessed a bum fight this morning! Brother: That's so awesome, were they fighting over bacon??? Also MonkeyWrench Books = where internet and real life collide 2

i need to update this bitch [September the 16th, 2007 - 8:54 PM] there we go more updates coming soon.... 3

I don't miss anybody. [March the 21st, 2007 - 4:21 AM] I'm falling in love with this album all over again at 4 in the morning. 2

[March the 9th, 2006 - 12:09 PM] [ mood | okay ] [ music | X-Ray Spex - Identity ] It seems like the best thing for me to do is to not look at the big picture. So far, i'm feeling fine and i'm actually aware that it's nice outside. Dear Austin TX, forgive me for taking you and your perfect weather for granted. 1

MOOCH MOOCH [March the 8th, 2006 - 12:54 AM] [ music | Afghan Whigs - Be Sweet ] Will any of my new PEENGATE 06' friends buy me groceries?! My fridge is empty :( anyone....? 2

EXCUSE THE SAPPY ENTRY [January the 18th, 2006 - 3:08 AM] Ordinary Day by Vanessa Carlton Just a day, just an ordinary day Just tryin' to get by. Just a boy, just an ordinary boy But he was looking to the sky and As he asked if I would come along I started to realize that everyday he finds just what he's looking for, Like a shooting star he shines, and he said Take my hand, live while you can, Don't you see your dreams are right in the palm of your hand And as he spoke, he spoke, ordinary words Although they did not feel For I felt what I had not felt before And you'd swear those words could heal and As I looked up into those eyes, his vision borrows mine. And I know he's no stranger, For I feel I've held him for all of time Just a dream just an ordinary dream As I wake in bed And that boy, that ordinary boy Was it all in my head? Didn't he ask if I would come along It all seemed so real, but as I looked to the door I saw that boy standing there with a deal, and he said Take my hand, live while you can, Don't you see your dreams are right in the palm of your hand Just a boy, just an ordinary boy But he was looking to the sky and As he asked if I would come along I started to realize that everyday he finds just what he's looking for, Like a shooting star he shines, and he said Take my hand, live while you can Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand, in the palm of your hand. Just a boy, just and ordinary boy, but He was looking to the sky

The TRUTH about Gnomes! [November the 12th, 2005 - 2:04 PM] [ music | AFI - Days of The Phoenix ] silvergurl04: i don't know if i have much to say about gnomes akiva387: i've got a lot to say about them akiva387: did you ever watch a show called david the gnome when you were a kid? silvergurl04: nope akiva387: man, you missed out akiva387: great show akiva387: it was made in either mexico or spain, then dubbed into english akiva387: it was about a gnome named david and his wife lisa, and all their family, and the goings on in the kingdom of the gnomes akiva387: he rode a loyal fox for transportation, and occassionally did battle with trolls silvergurl04: i think i've heard of it silvergurl04: interesting concept, they're trying to make gnomes friendly silvergurl04: cause we all know they're evil lurkers of gardens akiva387: yea akiva387: the whole show was total bullshit, trying to get me to go outside and play with them so i could fall into their traps akiva387: i know the truth silvergurl04: yes my brother silvergurl04: i bet you were wise at that young age and always tiptoed around any gnomes you came by akiva387: gnomes are evil, evil all the way to the marrow in their tiny, tiny bones silvergurl04: oh god they have bones?! akiva387: hell yes! akiva387: and knives silvergurl04: no, they're more powerful than i thought! akiva387: where i come from, we call gnomes "shin slicers" silvergurl04: hahah akiva387: you piss em off, and they'll cut you silvergurl04: shin slicers silvergurl04: little kids are they're main targets, aren't they? silvergurl04: since they can leap on their backs akiva387: mostly because little kids are gullible silvergurl04: they don't think things are harmful until it's holding them in their cold, hard grips silvergurl04: they just don't get it akiva387: right akiva387: luckily my parents let me in on the truth early silvergurl04: i still can't believe they have bones... akiva387: they have lots of thing silvergurl04: no silvergurl04: i'd rather be blissful in my ignorance silvergurl04: i want to walk without fear akiva387: they have knives silvergurl04: what do they use to sharpen their gnome knives? akiva387: the bones of their victimes silvergurl04: holy shit, why did i ask? akiva387: i don't know man, i just don't know 4

Makeout Weekend [October the 20th, 2005 - 4:24 AM] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Ella Fitzgerald - I Can't Give You Anything But Love, Baby ] WUT WUT I love staying up till 4am cramming for Philosophy tests!!! I HATE PHILOSOPHY WITH AN UNCONTROLLABLE RAGE. If Philosophy was a person, I would be on Death Row for murder right now. You all just experienced a breakdown, Lulu style. Sorry, i hate these kind of entries too but they're inevitable. 7

Nice Day [October the 16th, 2005 - 7:06 PM] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Bryan Ferry & Roxy Music - Sealed with a Kiss ] Whoo! I absolutely love how nothing works out for me, ever. I was supposed to have a daylong blind date with a nice hippie and that fell through, i was supposed to have a hot n heavy makeout session tonight and that's gone. He was also my ride to see Transistor Transistor at Emo's tonight but that's over. That was a band that i really wanted to see. I discovered one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard and i can't find any info about it and i somehow downloaded half the song. It's on repeat right now aaand my internets is spazzing out on me. Just realized that i'm depressing my roomate, she had to get out the apartment for the whole night, i have that effect on people sometimes. Gah, this journal is only useful for complaining :[ Edit:Ok, so i used guilt to get nice hippie guy (Andrew) to meet up with me and WOWOWOW, i had an awesome time :D 6

A to B [September the 28th, 2005 - 6:33 PM] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | Joan of Arc - Queasy Lynn ] Today is Wednesday, I have had 9 classes since Monday and I've missed 5 of them. Tonight, i have to pull the impossible feat of studying 6 chapters for a 9am test tomorrow. For the first time in my life, there's a chance i might flunk out of school. I'd have to keep this attitude up for the rest of the semester to do that but i'm headed there. I'll just head back to houston, get an ok paying job at a restaurant on Hwy 6 and take useless classes at the community college. No motivation or focus right now, it's bad, bad news. 2

[September the 24th, 2005 - 3:16 AM] oh shi, i had so much fun tonight. I LOVE my Rita evacuees. 1

Bored @ work [July the 13th, 2005 - 11:59 AM] [ music | Stan Getz - Four ] Yaah! I might be going to New York this summer!!! *crosses fingers*

Finally [July the 9th, 2005 - 9:14 PM] [ mood | bored bored bored bored ] [ music | Botch - Mondorian was a Liar ] I finally got it!! It took forever and a day but i finally have a 35mm SLR. With all the accesories and warranty included, it all came out to be about $300. This was well worth it! My current source of audiogazms bought that also, I even paid for it with ten $1 bills, it was a great feeling. Summer School is finally over and i'm absofuckinglutely happy. There was some wierd drama at the end that i'm still confused about though. It's too much to explain but it involves a golden boy. I was really close to having a summer romance too. Anyway, that's about it for now, i hope everyone is having a great summer. Stay safe kids! 1

CRAP [June the 22nd, 2005 - 11:49 PM] [ mood | exhausted ] I don't want to come here and whine but some things are inevitable. This has probably been one of the worst weeks this summer and it's only wednesday. It's unbelievable how stressed out i am mentally and physcially at this moment. Right now, i'm on the verge of a tearful breakdown for the second night in a row. The worst thing is that i have to hide it while i'm here. If i open up myself to anyone, it will come back to stab me in the back as i recently found out. It's so hard to think positive when your head and throat feel heavy. I will not cry tonight. 3

I FORGET EVERYTHING [June the 14th, 2005 - 2:11 AM] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Nature Boy ] arrrrrrrrgh!! my head is hurting right now. This stupid online homework assignment i have to finish for my algebra class is so tedious i can feel my life draining away from me. It's too much work, i can't take it and Mandi just told me that it might not even count for a math requirement. What a waste of time, Math is the antichrist. This sucks, now that i have the funds to buy an ipod, it seems like it's not even worth it. The research that i have done shows that the ipod actually sucks and that we've all been misled by the media and advertising, as usual. I might just get a mini ipod and upgrade it to a 20gb later. Whatever, i don't even care anymore. Lately, i haven't had an appetite at all. I could be hungry, with my stomach imploding but i won't feel like eating. After i got back from school today, i took a nap and when i woke up, i felt hungry. The next feeling that swept over me was the urge to throw up. My stomach felt like that for the next couple of hours and i couldn't eat much of anything. I ate something earlier but now i'm really hungry again. It's not like i'm trying to lose weight but what is the point of going through all this if i don't lose any weight or look thinner? Although unintentional, i want some results, sexy ones. Anyways, it's time for sleep, Tomorrow is going to be HELL. they have been making me SO HAPPY lately love love love Fugazi 2

It's a Small World, No Joke. [June the 12th, 2005 - 11:25 PM] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Afghan Whigs - This is my Confession ] When the caffeine from coffee wears off my body, i die a little inside. It's probably similar to the last feeling you get before you reach out to the light. The problem is coffee is my main lifeline now that i'm taking summer school. My chemistry class is more than 4 hours long and i have to drink coffee to stay awake. The routine has kind of spilled to whenever i'm tired. The point is, summer school is kicking my butt. So, today i turned 19. Every year on my birthday, i wake up and force myself to feel all giddy and glorious inside because, "it's my special day!!! omgz lol!!". I tried to do it this morning but i gave up. In the flash of a moment, i came to the realization that it's not really that special, it's just like any other day except i get more hugs and a little more attention. Obviously, i haven't had a birthday party in years. It's so funny though, my parents always tell the SAME story of how they wanted me so badly after having 3 boys. First, my mom will start the story rolling by saying how they prayed for a girl, then my dad jumps in and says that he threw himself on the floor and thanked God when the doctor in the delivery announced that their baby was a girl. Then we all laugh, it's always a cute story that never gets old. I can't wait to have kids so i can tell them captivating and funny stories about how they were born and how violent they were as kids. Then the cute moments will never die. Ok, i got tagged by paula pitye to list my current six favorite songs then i have to pick six other people on my friends list that have to list their 6 current fav. songs in their journals and continue the vicious cycle...you know the deal. (in no particular order): 1. Mars Volta - Miranda This Ghost Just Isn't Holy Anymore - B. Pour Another Icepick 2. Don Caballero - Dick Suffers is Furious with You 3. Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds - Into my Arms 4. Sean Paul - Like Glue 5. Weezer - My name is Jonas 6. Doves - The Last Broadcast so, i guess i'll choose: geekersmcgee signmeupdarling simplysophia laady_rachel sunsets__ thriftpunkloser yaah! ok, go crazy people. P.S. Why is everyone getting pregnant all of a sudden? I had to play paper, rock, scissors with a friend last week just because we both knew nice, sweet girls that had gotten pregnant and we didn't know who would reveal their gossip first. Please, be careful kids! 9

You'd Always Understand [June the 6th, 2005 - 4:41 PM] [ mood | anxious ] There are so many battles and problems that we have to endure to realize what is most important in this life. There are things that are obviously important like family and friendship but there are those values that have to be taught to you. That's when the mind becomes confused and you begin to wonder if it is all worth it. Sooner or later, you realize what the journey was supposed to do to you. It all becomes clear. I live for those moments when everything makes sense to the point of insanity. Those single moments where everything is perfect , before the thoughts of negativity cloud your ecstacy. There are times when you believe that everyone around you is comfortable and happy but then you realize that you are the only one feeling that way. This is usually the scenario with my family and it always makes me feel like a naive little child. I like to fill my days with fantasies and delusions of perfection and stability while calling myself a realist, go figure. Obviously, there's always an imbalance in this life. I hate that and you probably do too. I mean when good news and bad news come at the exact same time. Which do you pay more attention to? Which do you let infiltrate your thoughts and emotions? Really, I just want everyone around me to be happy and content, not just in the long run but in this very moment. 2

Finals Rant, had to let it out [May the 5th, 2005 - 11:33 AM] [ mood | tired ] [ music | M83 - Teen Angst ] It feels wierd just waking up and throwing your brain into studying. This is what i am being forced to do, finals are next week. The past few weeks i had NO motivation to study for some reason. Just the fact that these were my freshman FINALS didn't have an effect, i have issues. I've been building up my motivation slowly by convincing myself that I am capable of being phenomenal. It's possible that I am. The key is convincing myself while knowing that this might be a lie at the same time. It's been working pretty well so far. I get no breaks after Monday and i haven't even started studying. There's a research paper to write that doesn't even have a topic yet. 5 Finals, no joke. This entry and this semester will end with one word.... CONQUEROR! wtf?! That's what google gave me when i typed in CONQUEROR No! I shall be resilient! ugh, this sucks. 4

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